OK, I think I got it...

I never know what to write about when I actually go to write something. I normally have something on my mind, but it never turns out the way I would like.

While I was sitting here thinking of what to write I started talking to one of my friends, and the ENTIRE conversation was about things that irritate me. That's when I realized that the conversation was done way before I was finished.

So for the most part this site will be dedicated to things I hate.

But I have nothing right now...so PEACE

I see, I see, complacency

I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT EVERYTHING!!!!






...more on this later...

Are you alright? You seem upset.

Ultimately I am (or at least try to be) a pacifist.
I don't understand violence any more than I understand other people.
Its funny, because misunderstanding or ignorance has a lot of potential to lead to hate and violence. In fact I can say without any hesitation that every violent act in the history of humankind has been a result of misunderstanding or ignorance.

If you can prove me wrong...well you won't...you can't.

Which brings me to some important issues, that as of now, are not directly related to ignorance induced violence. Though they have been in the past.
Two big things on everyone's "Hot List" regardless of what position you have on them.
That's right you guessed it!
Abortion and Gay rights*.

*i use "gay" as an "umbrella" word because writing "Gay, Lesbian, Transsexual, Bisexual etc rights" takes up too much time and space. I won't actually get to this issue on this post. But I WILL get to it.

Let me first talk about abortion.
This seems to be the topic that EVERYONE has an opinion about. Having an opinion is alright because there is a good chance that if you have an opinion on something it means you have thought about it at some point. Unfortunately this isn't always the case. You see, the majority of people who have opinions on the matter really haven't actually thought about this that much. Yet they are still very vocal, even physical, about their opinion.
You would not believe how many "group invitations" I get on facebook regarding abortion. Yet I almost always get these from guys. This is completely beyond my cognitive grasp.
Why in the fuck do/should men have so much say in this matter.
I myself am a male, and am completely Pro Choice. Do you know why I am Pro Choice? I am because I will NEVER be able to become pregnant. As a male you should only have one logical opinion and that is pro choice, because you will never be pregnant. EVER! If you are a male and are opposed to abortion then you should just shut the fuck up.
Sure if I was dating someone, was married, or in some form of relationship (lets say married for arguments sake) and we had been trying to have a child for a long time, and then my wife got pregnant, and to our knowledge the child would be perfectly healthy and would not cause her any harm, but had an abortion. I would be pretty upset, maybe even get a divorce. That is more because of the deception and not the abortion itself.

What blows my mind even more than men against abortion. Is people who commit violent acts to stop abortion. This blows my fucking mind. I have no idea what is going through their head. The fact that these people claim to be "Pro Life" and still commit such violent acts is beyond me. It also seems pretty funny to me that most people who claim to be "Pro Life" are also advocates of the death penalty. I just don't understand.

I walked away from this for a while, and kind of lost my overall "train of thought."
So I am unable to come up with a proper conclusion.
So....uhh....I think....I...errr....What Mom? Ok, I'll be right there!

Ancient History

I wrote this a while ago, but I thought it would better describe me as a person. Its just a short list of things I like.

1. Any movie by Wes Anderson <--If you don't love his movies your wrong

2. NPR <--Other than this i HATE the radio

3. Live Theatre <--My spell check says this is wrong...but its not

4. Arrested Development <--This is the funniest show i have ever seen in my entire life

5. I enjoy listening to noise rock <--I dont know if i like it because i like it, or because no one else likes it

6. I love shows <--A show is like a concert but with small bands in a small venue, oh and they are better.

7. The Divine Comedy <--A super long poem that isn't funny, you wouldn't get it

8. Hating on anything that other people like <--It's not that hard actually

9. Indie movies <--Garden State is the best movie ever made

10. Super long movies <--Lord of the Rings is the best movie ever made

11. René Magritte <--This is not a pipe

12. Indie bands <--the only thing i love more than talking to people who know about my secret band is...

13. Talking to people that are also super into indie music and don't know my secret band <--I'm that guy

14. Jude's Barber Shop <--Kevin McGladdery is right about everything

15. I rarely play video games where the main character's name can't be changed to my name <--Thats lame

16. Playing my guitar for hours without playing anything people recognize <--they are called sound shapes bro

17. Anything by Apple <--I swear to god Steve Jobs could dump in a coffee can and call it iCoffee and i would drink that shit everyday

18. Knowing more about something <--Anything at all

19. Being faux arrogant <--People literally don't get this

20. Tight clothes <--Your excessively loose clothes make you look like a shower pocket



I really enjoy making lists. The main reason is that they take up a bunch of space, without saying a lot.

Jobs

I have pretty high anxiety levels. I usually want to yell at people about how awful and uncultured they are. This never really happens considering I become very uncomfortable while dealing with confrontation. My fear of confrontation normally leads to "flanking" a lot of my problems instead of coming at them head on. I bombard them with an assortment of four letter words. Though these normally come as soft whispers, it usually gets the job done.

Honestly I started writing this yesterday, but had to leave for one reason or another, and I have NO idea where I was going with it.

......

Well then...

Dear individual who stumbled onto this site by mistake,

I apologize for the lack of updates during the past couple days. You see I misplaced the note book in which I keep all my blog ideas. Frankly, I am terrified of improvising an entry, because it might end up like my high school book report on "1984" by George Orwell and not Van Halen. Yet humans rarely learn from their mistakes, it seems, because here I sit thinking only as fast as I can type.

So here, to fill space, is a synopsis on what has been going on in my world during the past couple days.

Tuesday-Awesome!!!

Wednesday-Played Fallout 3 a bunch. Seriously this game kicks so much ass. If you don't have it get it. If you already have it buy it for someone else. My grandma is going to be so stoked when she opens her christmas present.

Thursday-Heavily debated irrelevant issues, with some ignorant jackass.

Friday-That's today. I don't have a lot to say as of right now. I think I finally decided on a direction for this site, but more on that later.

On that note I have a lot of work to do, those super mutants won't kill themselves.
-HS

You should know

Its been about an hour sense I opened this page with the intention of writing something with substance. In truth, I have nothing. So I guess I will give you a to-do list. Not for you, but for me.

These are ten things I hope to accomplish within 2009. (I know I still have 2 months but I tend to procrastinate)

1. Get into a romantic relationship with someone that I don't hate.

2. Pass all of my classes, with good grades.

3. Stop putting stuff off until the last minute.

4. Finish "House of Leaves" (I started this book for-fucking ever ago).

5. Visit a place I have never been to.

6. Join/Start a band.

7. Don't sweat the small stuff (This mainly applies to driving and how much I hate people who
do it...other than myself).

8. Go an entire day using only quotes from "Jurassic Park" in my conversations.

9. Keep a blog going for more than one week.

10. Stop buying shit I don't need.